You can't perform at your best when you're not given the "requirements" to fulfill your fullest potential. That I can assure you.
Stop all the complains and get back at racing man! When something unexpected happened, you blamed them for cheating.
Why? ANyone seen last weekends F1 race at melbourne, Brawn GP team steam rolled all over other bigger teams like McLaren, Ferarri. Now that is what human spirit is all about. Its just how badly you want it.
They say, oh you gotta adjust to the environment. Yes of course. But at the end of the day, people criticize you for under-performing results? I guess thats like... sometimes, bullshit.
Anyone in this world, be it in the sporting world or normal office hours know very well what it takes for them to be the best. And I SAY... the BEST of oneself.
Lately, I've been re-considering of the try-outs with SAFSA to pursue a career in football. From there, maybe could have a crack in the S League. Perhaps too late? Maybe.
But some fark up people even there to blame me for their problems.
I wanna make it big one day, and that's not in the footballing world. I wanna make it into a university and pursue what I can do best. But all these while to where I am today, I was literally on my own.
When I take the blame of my own failure, some just don't admit that they are too to be blamed. They didn't know they didn't gave me the opportunity to fulfill my own potential. I just have to seeks elsewhere, on my own.
Your problems were drifted into my life and you blamed me. Farking hell.
Give me a chance to perform my best. - Khairul Anwar Mohd Yamin
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